August 19 — A reunion

Maybe it is a gift to be given so much time in this manner.

I stand between joy and  a certain amount of despair I fear, as I live the seconds of each day.

I do not seek realizations intentionally for at this point in my life, to seek them would be like trying to justify my existence. So i have shied away from my own self and I chose silence.

One needs to court humility to be able to look at the world again.

Just now, I tried to look at my heart and it felt as if an invisible hand banged the door close. There is a repelling force and I the owner of this very heart am unable to look at it up close.

I feel that I have outgrown judging myself.  I chose not to as we know that we can be our own worst enemy.

I walk in gratitude for each day that I wake up to and I have decided to befriend myself yet again by re-accepting who I am.   I guess in life we should never stop this practice.

Give me my pen and paper, I will write for it is when I do so that I feel the most freedom…that I feel most myself.

A problem of light…

IT is scary how we can either oversimplify or complicate things according to how we see them or how we feel.

The problem of Subjectivity makes the truth nebulous.

Truth is a grain of light pure and maybe blinding.

We chip it, chisel it until we can actually look at it and make it our own creation.

We use it according to our purposes. Utilitarian, haphazardly, uselessly, it depends on who holds the light.

It is downright unnerving.

 

I am so tired and sleepy.

Finding Mr. Destiny…

It was quite a surprise for me.

I was looking at the Golden Village site, one boring Saturday and I saw this movie ad that piqued my not so easily piqued curiosity (my housemates say that I am well.. you know, a bit slow…) and so I clicked and clicked bigger the link.

Lo and behold, I saw…

Could that tall, gawky- looking guy ummm …by any chance be… Gong Yoo?

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And it was!… Finding Mr. Destiny was title of the movie.

Gawd, I had to book tickets even if it meant watching the movie alone. Luckily, my friend also adored the guy and so I wasn’t alone in my adulation.

Here I found the same GY all over again. The handsome man, the great actor  and a really funny movie. We totally enjoyed and cackled at his antics.

You can catch it also in dramacrazy.net.